Help/Advice needed please...

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Well I just had the oddest encounter with W where she bought up the relationship but I made a massive error.

Asked her why she filled she told me same stuff "can't be with you" "don't love you" "can't come back" etc.

I then made a mistake and told her "I will love you until the day I die, and the day after if I'm allowed" with this she started crying and told me "maybe I don't deserve that love" - she walked over too me, hugged me and said "I'm so sorry this is the only way forward"

I know I made a mistake here, but the divorce was like another bomb. On a positive note, I didn't get emotional or angry, and I made good eye contact through out. Mail though now she's filled for divorce I don't really see what hope I have got.

Please help me with this - I have no idea how to respond to the divorce, or what to do - my mind is racing...