Thanks for the responses Bug and Stander. I'm definitely in a better mental place than I've been in a long time. And I am seeing the other sides of this situation more clearly than ever. So although I can't say it doesn't still sting and my DESIRE for reconciliation is still there and strong, I'm also seeing that my life will go on either way, and my happiness is all but assured for me so long as I continue working on me.
I'll keep you updated on the call tonight, although it's pretty easy to guess what it'll be about. I already know what I plan on saying in response to a request for D (which will be similar to what I said all those months ago), but this time, I'll be in a place where my mind is more clear than it was then, and coming from a place of knowledge that I'll be just fine either way.
