Ruby, maybe you won't have to initiate. Think positive.
Would I change this journey? YES. I would've rather learned before I got on the journey instead :-)
I'll ask the coach about the alimony thing. Thank you for your feedback.
And for all of those of you who have anger inside (which is a lot of us,) try kickboxing! I tried it and LOVED IT. I imagined the OW every time I kicked and punched. There's a move in which you supposedly grab someone by the knees, knock them down, and punch them on the ground. Sorry to say, but imagining the OW made my workout so much more intense and I felt no anger afterwards. It works! Plus you'll get fit in the process.
