Divorce court is tomorrow. Feb 5th.

I don't think I'm gonna go, she doesn't want me to and my papers were good enough (50/50 everything) and to be honest, I can't hold myself together right now, what makes me think I'm gonna hold it together in the freakin court room.

I never want to EVER go through this again.

If I get past this, I think I'll just save up for a 72 Chevelle and fall back in love with a car. They don't leave you, they don't betray you, they don't break promises... I was fine for several years with my hot rods, why'd I have to let a g/d woman back into my life and ruin it.

No, 'im not myself tonight. coming apart at the seams.


M: 36/W: 28
T 11yrs / M 7yrs /1x 3yo D
Sept: W Cheated w/ teen, BDrop. W Beast. Hated me.
Oct: 18 (M license)W Asked for D
Oct: 31 (Anniverary)W Paid Lawyer
Nov1st: Both moved.