My drinking wasn't that bad, Friday & Saturday nights and a few during the week. I was never a sloppy drunk, always pleasant and funny, never drank & drove. Now that I have stopped completely I feel so much better & I know I never want to continue the way I was.
Yes, the drinking was the main reason she said. She also said she dont love me anymore and she needed a change. Then I found some emails indicating she is having an EA with a co worker. It hurt alot.
I am doing my best with the 180 and to detach. Its tough. I wish she would stop walking around in yoga pants!
She did agree to go and seek some counseling for her depression. I will stay away from the marriage counselor until or if she is ready.
H 37 WAW 32 S 4 (Autistic) S 2 Together 11 years Married 6 Bombshell Dec 1 2012 House sold, flying solo June 1 2013.
