Just when I was feeling strong and confident yesterday and most of today, I have fallen into a lull of doubt and sadness. This is not how things were supposed to turn out. She had long term plans for us mere months ago. Was that all a lie? I guess so.


M17 yrs.
me49
xW47
d15
d11

BD1-Jul/11(Affair found out)
Therapy 9 months (tried 2)
BD2- May/12(sep)
Court Jul/13 - I got 50/50
Sold home - Aug/13
Court #2 - Dec/13
Court#3 - Apr/14 ... She lost again
We settled.