What are you talking about!? No hope? You still have a whole year to change! She said in the email "Just agree to meet me in a year and half and see how I have changed" She wants to see the change!
However though, what do you think she means she feels she wasted time with you? My H was out of work for nearly 3 years and I was really frustrated because I felt he could've tried harder (he admitted this later too) but I never thought even for a second to leave him because of that. I know some women absolutely find men with no work unattractive but do you think that's the case? Is it hard to find a job because of the economy?
Look. Bottom line is she's really upset right now and what she wrote in her email was probably her true feelings RIGHT now. but it doesn't mean that she'll be feeling the same way in few months. Use this time wisely and work harder to change
M37 H36 M8 T12 inc 3yr L-dist 7/12:H broke down 10/12:H dad D frm W4. BD soon after 1/13:H wants to leave 2/13:H gpa passed. Feels closer but H still leaving 3/13: S begins