ETB.... nice hearing from you! And I love what AJ said about the MLCers... if that's not the truth I don't know what is.
I just checked my email. E.T. has emailed home again.
Now Im cracking up. All this email says is "days off are thursday and friay".
What's so funny about this?The last time he emailed me his days off were back in DECEMBER!!
Overnighters were all arranged by himself and the girls. The girls relayed the message, and he knows this!
Im just dying to ask him why the hell he does this. But at the same time Im beginning to enjoy the show and am entertained by what he does.
at any rate.... wanted to say that since he's not barely said one thing to me since December, and WAS QUIET, I've been able to think and get so many things into perspective. BEcause he's left me alone, I no longer feel hatred towards him and have moved into forgiveness towards him alot more.
Im thinking of things on a grander scheme of things and not focusing so much on how I was hurt and all the insane and cruel things he did, but what it can all mean in ways of karma, and soul lessons. It's re ignited me to pick up my quest to learn about spirituality on many different levels.
And now, my attitude is now " Oh. ok. Well He's off doing this now, trying to get his issues and lessons figured out while Im doing the same. Got a feeling we're really not done. Not worried about the outcome, just want to live life and enjoy myself along the way".
Wow. Never thought I'd see the day I'd say and truly feel that.
