for those who have been through the mill with this, as I have....

I am over X. And I am in a good R.

But every now and then I find myself remembering, not X, but the pain of his abandoning me.

New Guy does understand these things but I am wondering if others have felt this way at times. I feel as if I am still healing in that capacity.


M: 16 years
Bomb 4/07
OW 20s long gone
Divorced 11/09
I remarried New Guy
Cooperative r w/X regarding D