"I still cant seem to escape this daily reminder that I want to be with someone else that has walked away."
We always want what we can't have....It will take time for you to stop missing her. It is a process that is different for everyone. When you stop focusing on her, things will get easier.
"I just sent her a short letter the other day in which I basically summed up in 3 paragraphs; 1. Apology for the wrongs I am responsible for, and the pain in which it caused her. 2. Where I am now as a result of our divorce and what it is teaching me about marriage, relationships, and being a better person. How everything that has happened has me in a place of incredible growth and learning . 3. Letting her know that I am looking forward to the next chapter in my life and I am now on my way to moving on, and despite the outcome of once was, I still see a worthwhile value in maintaining some sort of friendly and respectful relationship in the future"
Please run this kind of stuff^^^^ here 1st. Reaching/writting/emails/texts to her is persuing which pushes her away. You can't write your way out of something you acted your way into. Actions my friend.......
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
