As I've posted before our Sitch's are very similar especially the way you describe how your feeling. I find it hard dealing with the lack of contact and communication from my W but of course she won't contact me because I'm the problem in her eyes.
Don't disappear maybe we can help each other thru this
M - 37 W - 35 T - 11 M - 5.5 SD13 D10 S4 ILYBINILWY 15 Oct '12 Moved out 7 Dec 12 At present - Being the best dad i can be.