I didn't go back to my maiden name because everyone knows me by "Snodderly". I had entirely too many accounts, documents, etc. that had my married name on them and I also didn't want people questioning me all of the time about the name change.

It's a personal preference and only you can decide if you want to revert back to your maiden name.

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.