Tomorrow is the mediator appointment - I decided not to change it - Eric you said something that hit me VERY hard - FEAR - DON'T BE AFRAID OF GOING TO THE MEDIATOR - you are right I am SOOO TIRED of being afraid - I will face this head on - make the plan that I think works bust for little Sunny and we will see - when you finally start making decisions instead of living in limbo things seem to feel better - facing tomorrow with peace in my heart and my head held high.
If someone decides there is no goodness in you they won't be able to see it. I'll take a BLT over a MLC anyday !!!