SS, I think you would help yourself by talking with someone regularly. There must be some sort of help you can get.

You are addicted to him because that is all you've ever known. I so understand. But you can break the addiction.


were there times in your R with him that you thought you'd like to get out? Tell him to hit the road? That strong part of you is what you need to get in touch with.

You didn't make him the way he is. He made choices. We are each responsible for our feelings and actions.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss