Finally approaching the starting line!

[eyesopen]

I have thought about for a day, and I am going to send the message. I will also make the appointment with my lawyer. She has accused me of trying to punish her, stating that I am taking the kids away from her. I continue to not get upset when I speak to her, I don't pass judgement, or try to assign blame. I want what is fair, which to me is 50%. I still hope to R someday, although it will never happen if I do not stand up for the things I believe in. And what kind of man does not stand up for themselves.