So whenever I feel sad I then flashback to the bomb and the supposeed marriage consulors we went to right after bomb.
They were a couple. Older kind of hippie ish. My h only agreed to go if we went because it was divorce counselling.
I just wanted to go some place. I didn't know why he was saying he was leaving me, we were just bidding on homes. He had just told me how much he loved me. Our 2nd daughter was only 1.
The assessment of these 2 mc was that I was hysterical and I wasn't listening to him. I needed to hear how upset he was, I needed to listen more to his grievances. They never talk to him about how this would hurt our girls. They treated me like I was being irrational because he was hurting me so deeply that I wad constantly crying. That I needed to accept this.
I am so angry at these two quacks. My mind always goes back to them so I needed to write about it.
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13