i8'm thinking here- the more i see "glimmer's" of old h 0- themore i am impatient and don't like this the way it is. i know i'm supposed to be grateful forany signs of normal life- but instead theymake me want to dropt hedamn vigilence constantlyand just be done with it all. isn't it wierd- do you feel that waytoo?
do you almost find it harder when he slacks off on being awful?
tellme something wise here bouth ow we can do this-w e can, rite? but - what is it we're doing???
xxoo hair dye allover the place-i haev sooooom uch hair- and imake such a mess - cripes!!!
