Tori,
Sorry to hear you've been down lately. As Gto pointed, its normal to feel what you are feeling. Heck, if you weren't, I'd be a little worried. I say that as I and we all know how caring and compassionate you are. Also, it will get better. You know that, just as much as it does s*ck until we get there.

Hope today is better. smile

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