Maybe I don't know how to convey this correctly. I feel at peace. And I was thinking of what kind of person I want to be.

I am Wiccan and haven't been practicing it very well lately. In Wicca there is the three-folds law. Whatever energy you put out into the universe comes back to you x3. It can be three different things or something 3x as intense. Hence, I want to be the person who is willing to do little positive things, that really don't take much from me, but can turn somebodies day around. I've been a controlling jerk long enough.

I don't believe I'll be asked for food and I doubt she'll be bringing her laundry around. If she views me as weak and unattractive so be it. I've opened the cage, dropped the rope, whatever, it's her life and her choices to make.

I actually told my friend that I have no hope anymore. I'm just going to get my finances in order and GAL.

“People are just as happy as they make up their minds to be.” Abraham Lincoln