not sure where to go from here

[albamarie]

Tired
I was wondering that everyday, about my cake eater. He's here in the comfort of home, my shopping, cooking, cleaning and even his laundry. I don't do anything for him personally any more, but like tonight, he's not here after overtime at work. So there is a part of me that just wants to lock the screen door and not let him back in.

I'm not going to do that though because I wouldn't want him to take that as caring, it's my 180 "as if" way of thinking!

There was a time I thought he was taking baby steps until he spewed at me - don't think anything has changed! Try not to look at it from his side or even second guess, these MLCers are tricky!

Protect yourself and take care of your business, remember they are masters at this and have been at it for longer than we know!