What I'm learning from H stages, myself!

[albamarie]

Hey Nero, if your thinking of Fl house as some where you used live you are feeling the separation and detachment. It is nice that he wants you to still play a part in your own life ( gee thanks) but, why is the MLC question of the yr.

I guess he is not in a R with ow....maybe not the fantasy world h thought it would be. Plus, h seems to still have a tie to you, or I should say wants a tie to you. They are so goofy...it's not a fun game there playing but to them it's not a game.

At least your in some better weather. I am so sun deprived I can't take it anymore. I went out in the snow and threw around some salt, not to much else to do. H had overtime at work so of course that means driving by the maggots house. You think being apart isn't good, I get that... if there was a r to work towards or to put your hopes on.

I want my not-h void out of my life....maybe good things would gravitate my way without is black cloud looming. It doesn't matter anymore because I see clearly that it is what it is now, and it is all up to me.

I was struggling with moving, but now the sitch w/S seems to be grounding me and him for that matter. So how do I separate from h....hhhuummm! He said he's not trying to live with maggot so he would need an apt. but my guess is that we will be stuck here together for some time.

So at least we have that in common....neither one of us is flying the coupe!

You never said...are you near a beach? I love walking and listening to the water, especially at night. I loved it in Clearwater....we sat for hours just listening. Enjoy!