Finally approaching the starting line!

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Guess I couldn't stay away for that long. I am having a hard time reaching a custody agreement with w. Our current agreement gives me approx. 40% of a week. I want 50/50 with her. Although I miss my children, I am okay knowing if they are not with me, they are with her. The divorce is full steam ahead, and I am not okay with giving up time to someone else, as I don't expect her to be single forever. I have tried talking it through with her to no avail. Thinking of sending this message to her:

Our agreement still does not sit right with me. You continue to deny me legal joint custody, yet tell me I cn come nd see the kids anytime I want. We are both trying to secure our future with them, and I would really like to work this out with you. Although it seems as if we are not hearing and understanding each others needs. I know as they get older and are both in school full time our agreement will have to change. So I am going to make an appointment with my lawyer and we can let the lawyers and a judge decide what is the most fair agreement. I respect and admire your dedication to our children, and as frustrating as it is, I am happy that you are fighting for every second with them. It really shows what a great mother you are.

Any thoughts would be appreciated.