I don't think I want to postpone this as much as I don't want a divorce I feel for myself I need to make a decision.
Last night she met with the OM and she didn't hide the fact last night i walked in she told me our son is at the top of his class i saud great she said XXXX is still awake i went up to say goodnight she said i am gonna i am not really speaking with her I think what she is doing is disgusting
So I am gonna go to the mediator and I am not gonna fight this anymore I told her I don't think it's good for our son for her to be dating calmly and I asked her if she wants to continue this I think she should leave calmly and nicely
She told me go f myself soooo
Lets face it what's left she has no feeling respect kindness or compassion for me I would love to reconcile but I don't see the point anymore what else can I do at this point
I have GAL look great feel great my son now wakes up at 1:30 every night and comes into bed with me asking where is mommy
Eric we can not keep the house because we both need a place to live plus I don't want to sell it but since we are divorcing we can not
I don't think anything will be signed or finalized at the mediators office so I will just go and discuss seperation for now I hate that I couldn't keep my mouth shut
But like u said Eric it's too late for that now the check I don't want to cash has been written


If someone decides there is no goodness in you they won't be able to see it.
I'll take a BLT over a MLC anyday !!!