Separated, in different states....

[Lampstand]

Just got back from grocery shopping by myself. Gave me lots of time to think. I listened to our 2nd CD--I haven't done that for several weeks. One of the songs made me cry because it was written by H. I wondered if he will ever feel that way about me again.

So it's time to start writing down baby goals for me. I have a better idea that DR is for me and my behavior, not tricks to get someone to chase me.

I have to move on and build a life without H. If he comes back I'll be in a better place to be his wife. If he doesn't then I'm already on my way.