Let her go and just face the facts that she doesn't want to be with you at this time. You aren't even giving her time to miss you. I can assure you that she hates you contacting her all the time. Leave her be or she will definitely be gone forever and then you really have no one to blame but yourself.
REALLY SOAK THAT IN! It is very well put and accurate. It doesn't mean give up. It simply means give her some time and space to think about things. In the meantime, try to fix whatever needs fixing to make yourself a better catch!
Yes, I have been trying to let it soak in and face the facts. I can see how I would normally react if she says to me, "Are you kicking us out?" My response would be, "Not like you sleep here anymore anyway. You're the one who wanted to get away from me."
So I'm trying to plan my 180 so I don't lose my cool and do more of the same.
It's like I'm standing at the edge of the open door ready to skydive for the first time. I keep checking my chute over and over again. I'm almost ready to jump. One last safety check.
“People are just as happy as they make up their minds to be.” Abraham Lincoln
