Oh man I feel for you..your right , all the time she's in that honeymoon phase (there is a word for it, Limerance I think?) but it is impossible due to human nature to stay in this phase and as long as your still working on being a better you, you never know?
How do you feel about dating after D? It would be very unhealthy to sit about waiting for this R to fail and if she hear's you are dating it may turn her head. You never know!
Don't slip on YOUR progress
M - 37 W - 35 T - 11 M - 5.5 SD13 D10 S4 ILYBINILWY 15 Oct '12 Moved out 7 Dec 12 At present - Being the best dad i can be.