A few weeks ago I recieved an angry text from ex telling me it is my fault ex and older sister had a fight. That I ruined their relationship. Talked to older sister bc talking to ex gets me nowhere. She confirmed it and said that she just couldnt believe her sister could act that way towards her. She saw the monster I have seen since this started. Their topic: us!
Since then I have felt so sad. If ex keeps this up she will be all alone exept for her new friends.
Im finding it so hard to ignore the drama. Its like The quote from Godfather III " Just when I thought I was out, they pull me back in". And she does. Pulls me back into the drama.
Its like she cant let me go and the only way of keeping me around since I have tried to to NC as much as possible, is to provoke me or blame me.
I dont know how I can turn this off. I cant stop her but what do I do to keep her out of my mind? Do I have to get used to?
