H did not respond to the "I miss you" email at all. I wasn't surprised. He didn't even acknowledge he received it which he usually did in the past.
I know I need to let him go. I feel myself starting to.
I actually feel GOOD today. I can't believe I'm saying this out loud...it is the FIRST day I can remember in a very very long time that I'm feeling this way. I can't put my finger on WHY but I'm not going to try to analyze it too much for fear of squashing the feeling! I just feel like myself a little!
GALs this weekend--today I'm meeting w an old friend after work for drinks. Tomorrow night I am going out to dinner w a friend too! Boys have basketball games (3) all Saturday morning/ afternoon. May go bowling w my boys tonight.
Okay, so NO Valentine's gift for H. Get plans instead.
Like the idea of a kitten/cat more and more. Boys would LOVE this!
Can't afford to change things at the house too much, but am thinking of redoing our den--painting, new window valances, changing up all the pictures/art work. Eventually I would LOVE to redo bedroom for ME!
M- 18 T-21 S-14,11 & 10 BD 6-18-2012 (OW-EA) H moved out 11-3-2012 10-5-13 Me- I want a divorce. I want to move on w my life. 11-25-13 Jointly filed.
