I'm really thrilled that you're planning another trip to Ca. I think I remember you having some things to look forward to in the spring too.
I have no worries ab your future. I get a good sense of you and feel v confident that many will want to be with you. I don't think you need to stress about your future. It will look after itself. Look at Tumbling!
It will be interesting to see if and how your H responds.
Keep GAL and allow yourself to feel whatever passes through you-- like clouds in the sky. You know things will keep changing.
((((( )))))
Me: 51 H: 52 T: 23 yrs M: 19 yrs S18, D16, S14 (special needs) PA: 2003/2004 Piecing: 2004 on Suspect H had EA: 8/2012-12/2012