Having a really difficult day today, largely because I'm pretty convinced my wide is with the OM today and tomorrow evening - I try to put it all at the back of my mind but when I get a text from her saying "have a good weekend" it makes it difficult...
In my own mind this OM is perfect as well, it kind of [censored] not knowing anything about him. My Wife still tells me it's just "friendship" but I don't buy that at all...
I am going out and GAL but sometimes it really gets the better of me - its like a huge portion of my life has been ripped away from me and I'm terrified I might never get it back.
W 39 Me 33 M 9yrs 8 year old Son ILYBINILWY - Dec 12 W moved out - Jan 2013 OM - Jan 2013 I file for D - May 2013
