Staying off the Ride - Going Commando :-)

[littleGTO]

Tumbling,
It does sound like you are where you need to be right now.

SIgning these final papers/getting a D is something NOBODY wants to ever have to through. It is a failure for us. It is not one person's fault, but it is a failure none-the-less, and it is sad to recognize this. I say this not to make you feel bad, but I know you own your part in what went wrong. That's how we grow and learn and change.

I think once you get all this finalized you'll move through this sadness and it will return less and less often until one day it is a distant memory that led you to a better, happier, healthier place w or w/o a new R.