EXPERIMENTING with physical touch with W

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Thank you everyone. Yes I will dial it back big time until next week. That was enough touching.

I have been doing well with detaching. I don't feel like I follow her mental state as much as I used to.

I thought I was doing what laurie told me to, but perhaps I over did it. I think because laurie said she will probably pull back but don't worry about it too much because we will tweak the approach once we know what she will or will not be receptive to. So maybe subconsciously I was trying to reach that boundary. I will stop that immediately.

As far as my own life, I am pleased to say I am purchasing a business to expand my own! It is a move that W has wanted me to do for a while now. So have I, because I really need to fix my dunces before W thinks about R, or
for any other woman to think about a R with me =)

When I told W, not asked like I would normally, she was taken by surprise that I was ready for that. She praised me and said it is the best decision I have made in business, ever.

Normally we would go out and celebrate like when I purchased my second retail store. But now with the third, i'm not sure what will happen.

Maybe I will tell her i'm going out to celebrate with friends and see what she says. Closing is in two weeks.

This weekend I am taking D3 to the zoo. Not sure about W plans, haven't and won't ask her.