I am sorry you are going through this. I'd take your therapists advice, what can it hurt. They need to know why, and you will be telling them the facts. The other thing to do is reread ericmsant2's reply to you a few entries back;
1. Breathe 2. Stop talking to her, she is not your friend.
You will get through this. Trust me. One day at a time. Surprises, good and bad abound. Focus on you and little sunny.
M - 55 W- 49 S-19, D-16 Married - 24 Bipolar Dx - May 1996 #1 BD - Jun 2011 #2 BD - Feb 2012 #3 BD - Oct 2012 Reconnecting - Jan 2013
"I'm going off the rails on a crazy train!" - O. Osbourne