I am feeling really hopeless. I keep thinking about retroV and all the amazing transformations I saw over the weekend and how I had none of that. How did everyone there "get" retroV but my h didn't? Why did it Make H more miserable? He actually came with me to the post session last week, but indicated he won't be coming next week.

I want my marriage to wok, but is there a point when you just give up? I feel so emotionally exhausted and I see no hope with him.

What do I o?

H:37
W:37
M:10 years
D:7&5
Bomb:9/7/12. H moves out
H moved back 12/23/12-not going well
Retrouvaille 1/18
H moving out again 3/14