Finally approaching the starting line!

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I am mentally exhausted. I have been reading all these threads looking for the magic bullet, for strength, and hope. For the most part I have found strength and hope from everyone, but it is consuming me. It is time for me to find that strength within myself. I have books that I need to read that are collecting dust because I spend my time on here. I have a guitar that I would like to learn how to play, and I have two children that miss out on precious minutes with their dad. Thank you for all your support and I will update in a few weeks. That is unless something major needs to be addressed.