Thanks guys. I like the reminder that we are "starting over." Time to get to know each other again. My H always has been able to make me laugh, that is for sure. I guess, in a nutshell, I'm looking for more "leadership" from him. Does that make sense??

Yes, I have heard from him. He calls every morning but it's hard to talk then because we are getting ready. But he has been now including terms of endearment so I guess that is good.

I had IC this am and I talked a lot about this boredom that I have. I mentioned it before but I definitely need social stimulation. I feel like in a way I created some of this drama as an antidote to boredom, so now that I know that I have to try harder to keep myself productively occupied. My IC said I should be getting more emotional stimulation from H. I don't know, but I probably need to ramp up the GAL to the extent possible.


Me54, H53
M 23, T 25
S20, S18
BD: April 2024
Moved out: August 2024

Love means not giving up on someone even if they've given up on you.

"Being right is the booby prize of life." - Susan Page