Is it really MLC? Am I just kidding myself? Three months ago he was so much more concerned, breaking down at the thought of me leaving for good and doing everything to keep me intact. Now he is off maintaining three different "relationships" and screwing anything that moves. It's odd how things change so drastically in so little time. The more I pull away the farther down the rabbit hole he goes from who he was and what he stood for. I feel like I'm standing for something that goes against everything I ever believed in. Today he said that a year ago he thought his unhappiness was from his job. Now he is very satisfied in his new job and realized it was something else. I guess that means me. He seems oh so happy and that is likely not true but he is sure wearing that mask right now.
M38,H39 M:16Y BD:8/12 OWDB:11/12 S:11/12-5/13 "Temp" home:6/13 OW dropped:9/13 "I love you":12/13 H ring on:2/14 Depression back:5/15 "I'm done:" 7/15 H moved out: 3/16 H moved back: 12/16 Working on us: 3/17
