Finally approaching the starting line!

[littleGTO]

hi, eyes,
I think it is only natural for us to want to move forward, whatever forward means...so being impatient to just move is probably to be expected.

The reason you stuck is b/c you still have an emotional attachment regardless of whether you want to or not. Detachment takes its own time and I don't think it can be rushed. You are right that this is the hardest part.