I am sorry to hear you are in this situation; I fear that I will be there soon as well...you said you read some success stories; was there something re ocuring that you noticed, a theme so to speak...the ones that I have seen that are succesful is the ones that actually really dropped the rope...they had built themselves up so much that they were prepared to go on without S or with them but they were ready to move on...I was not a witness of your last interaction but it seems like maybe you were pleading, begging....and bargaining.......if this is so that is going to push her away...Remember tomorrow that your life without her will one day be beautiful....
