Things continue to be good....slowly, the events of BD, the pain and all the bad memories seem to be receding, and are taking on the quality of a bad dream from which I have worken up already.
I was looking through my old emails today and saw some that I had written to a friend at the height of all my problems, and surprisingly did not feel bad anymore.
The other day, H and I were talking about an upcoming work trip he has to the xOW's country, which will be happening during spring break, dashing our vacation plans. I was understandably distressed, and so was H. He suddenly asked me if the fact that it was exOW's country was still an issue with me, and I said no...its because our vacation is being cancelled (duh!!!!) and he seemed to be very much relieved. I am glad that he is able to ask me those things, it is very helpful in clearng the air.
Good news too is that exOW quit consulting with H's company, as she is joining her H's business which is in another city. Somehow, for me it just means that the chapter is fully closed, there will be no longer any reminders of what happened...
Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18 Bomb: 6/26/10 EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ??? 11/5/11 Retrouvaille Finally piecing.... Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go
