Tsquares thank you for not reprimanding for bringing up the affair I know I should have let it play out because now once we go to the lawyer it's pretty much a done deal I have trouble reconciling the fact of how much to take though adultery is part of the process this is so far off from her normal behavior I asked her stupidly does you having sex while married in the back of a car sound like something you would do she said its the 20th century I don't consider myself married to u anymore no remorse like she just went out and had a cup of coffee I think if I could go back to yesterday morning I would have waited to spring it on her but I have been holding so much in part of me still wants to reconcile my therapist told me you want to reconcile with the person ur wife was not what she is now I can't believe I still care but I freakin still do
If someone decides there is no goodness in you they won't be able to see it. I'll take a BLT over a MLC anyday !!!
