Finally approaching the starting line!

[eyesopen]

I read the success stories on here and it help to keep the hope alive. Although I am struggling to really let go. All other facets of my life are going well, and I know my w is struggling with it as well.

I feel like if I do "let go" I am letting go of my family, or more my idea of my family. I think about a future with someone other than my w, and it just doesn't feel right. Not so much as it pertains to me, but for my children.

Would love some advice or tips on how to really let go. Or maybe I am just not ready?

I know this takes time and patience, and I have been off the whole body roller coaster for quite some time, it is now just a mental rollercoaster.