I know, its very confusing I know I have to let go, but I miss him and love him so much. But I'm losing hope more and more every day. He is still very very angry at me, said his life is miserable and I'm to blame for everything. But hey, at least its not "indifference". He hasn't had a chance to miss me yet...maybe he will maybe he won't. But I know I need to 180 for myself and for our D. But I also don't want to push him further away. Is there an OW in your sitch that you know of?
