Hey, BF. Try to post on other people's threads more and maybe they'll be compelled to check yours.
I know how you feel. Continue being patient. As you said, you love your H and would like to save your M, and you feel things could be different. Those are all the right reasons to hang on. Maybe you can ask yourself why things are stuck in the same place, and introduce a new element to the sitch. When is your next interaction with your H going to take place? Make sure you create opportunities to show him your changes.
