I'm trying to be strong and stick to my 180s but I'm down at the moment, and it just feels like I've lost her forever.
Sorry your feeling down but know there are a lot of people thinking about you and supporting you. You'll get through this and will be much stronger no matter how it turns out. Do you have any GALing planned? If not try to get something setup for the next couple days to keep you busy. Keep your head up and continue to work on you.
Personality is who the world sees, character is who you are
