H has seen his attorney and is hoping to buy me out of new house. Don't understand how he can afford it, but we will see. I am so hurt that H won't speak to me and I haven't seen him. Maybe its for the best...Will continue DBing, but my first goal of H speaking to me looks unattainable at this time. I feel like I'm backsliding, as I just want to yell and scream at him in emails. As of yet, I have done everything I'm supposed to do...Kindness and apologies, no I love you.

Any advice now is greatly appreciated...


Me 46/H 48
M 19/T 20
D 21 Away at College
D 17
PA 9/12
H left 10/23/12