I felt really good all day today knowing that I am emotionally better as far as my M. Now comes the hard work, I have to get started on myself here alot more. Moving forward will only happen if I get off my a$$ and make it happen.

This is where I really need strength, and confidence, the two things I feel are the hardest for me to muster up. Now that I feel more confident I can/want to live life without h I'm hoping this will follow.

If he were to make a 180 he would have to be better than the H I ever had to deserve me, so I have to be better than the old me to go out there and GAL. Why is this so hard? What is a pollyanna - nero, anyone?

The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!