It is unreal...every morning I wake up and still realize that I am in this nightmare. But it does get slightly easier in time.
You have to believe that you are are AWESOME!!!! As the LBS, I do we believe that we go through our own journey. Like you, I also questioned my self-worth. Then I went on a business trip last summer, after I came back. I decided that I am awesome and even though H is rejecting me, I am still a great person. You will get there too. Think about the positive things you have in life. In time you will also realize how amazing you are and that you are a wonderful mom to 3 boys.

Keep reading all the success stories. It helps to see how horrible peoples stories started out and then how they ended up. Its never a guarantee but it does help me cope.

Me 38 H 39
M13 T18
S6
S9
Bomb Drop 11/11
Moved Out 7/12
Still have hope.
No OW that I know of..