Ok, after a few weeks of "things going better," I had a major melt down today. H came home asking if I was going to my friend's house for the Super Bowl...I said yes, thinking it was a family thinG with S6. He then said he was invited to a few parties from coworkers.
I got all upset and cried...especially since one.party was at the home of the coworker he texts. I said, " they didn't include us?" h said, " yes, but you wanted to go to Christine's." Blah, blah blah...the woman's name got.tossed around and he was upset that I got upset..said, "I thought this was a closed subject." **I had been so good and DBing, GAL, etc.
So after an hour of talking, me explaining why I was hurt that I felt that he didn't want us there...he said he did, bit thought I would rather go to ky friend's...H said that he doesn't want her to be an issue...the party is at her house with her H and.kids and their friends.
I will take my son to our friend's...have a beer and go alone. I am not happy with myself tonight...jealousy is an ugly thing...I want.to reassure him that I want him to go and have fun (hopefully seeing her w/spouse will work in my favor) and enjoy. h never goes out with friends...his friends, besides is coworkers, are ones I have know forever.
How can I get past this!?! We have been seeing the Jew MC and I want to continue to move forward...get past the past issues of distrust and accusations of EA and have him believe me.
