@Bug - I won't go on a tangent.. but I love hearing those kind of stories. I really do believe Love is superpoweful. I wish people chose it more often.
@NG - I went through that time of confusion too. What's interesting is that when I stopped focusing on it so much and started having faith that it would happen in it's own time... I started to heal.
It's crazy to think that my D will be final in 3 weeks. These 6 months went by so fast and I've grown so much even in that short period of time. Even though there is still technically 3 more days.. this is the 1st month that I haven't cried about her or my sitch.
I actually find myself choosing to stay home and hang out vs. go out with friends. I find myself opening up to the possibility of talking to new women vs. fearing that because I didn't have that "instant spark" with them like I did her.. it's not right.
He!! I'm even starting to gain back some of the weight I lost from the bomb. (against MY wishes!!!!!)
I'm sure that I've already said that I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.. but I think I'm beginning to feel the sun on my face as well.
It feels pretty d@mn good.
I'm a couple steps ahead.. so have faith. You'll be here soon enough!
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.
